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InsaneJournal for jordan.
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| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2010 |
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Watch more cool animation and creative cartoons at aniBoom i found a link to this video on The Icarus Project boards and i love it. |
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| Monday, January 25th, 2010 |
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putting this here so i don't lose it. hmmm kinda interested. ---------------------------------------- call for submission for Riot Grrl Life Zine Body: they on our top friends list. so if you have something to say read below... With the first issue done, Were starting work on Issue two. Heres YR chance to get some of yr work in the zine. We are accepting, poetry, art work (Scribbles and all that). photographs, stories, essays, and anything you think would work in our zine. We also have a specific call to Riot-GUYS! I want to know what yr thoughts are of guys in the feminist community, how are yall accepting, do you call yrself a feminist and why you do or dont...anything about you being in the feminist/riotgrrrl world. Next issue will be about double the size of the current issue, It will be full of our views on the world and news stories. Info about our rights, more rad bands to get into, awesome poetry, essays, stories of yr life in this world. So why not be apart of this all and contribute something to the zine?! we cant offer much, But you get a free copy of the zine when its done and YR piece out there in the world. So to contribute email us what ya have at: riotgrrrlife@gmail.com or send us a message if your wanting to mail us drawings or other pieces! PS. If YR in a band and want a CD reviewed, Hit us up with how to get that done! -Elizabeth |
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| Wednesday, May 20th, 2009 |
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i love this i love this i love this i love this i love this |
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| Friday, September 5th, 2008 |
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![]() someone on my f-list posted this and allegedly she got it from an actual Republican Facebook group's photo page. eek. that's our potential next vice president. great. |
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2008 |
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http://www.minnesotaindependent.com/699 jesus fucking christ, look at this... and read this as well: http://www.minnesotaindependent.com/695 |
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| Something that bothers me as much shit that cops and other govt-supported authority figures do is that I'm getting more desensitized to it as I expect it. | ||||
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http://blog.ianbicking.org/2008/09/02/o that is a truly excellent, personal (yet still fairly objective) blog entry written by the brother of an anarchist organizer in Minnesota who was helping protesters of the RNC, and who, along with her boyfriend and others, was decided by various law enforcement figures to be part of a so-called "criminal organization" (but actually an anarchist organization) that was secretly infiltrated and tracked (and several people participating in the organization have been secretly tracked, had their homes searched and things seized, and were arrested or have warrants for their arrests) by various state, local and federal government agents for at least a year. http://twincities.indymedia.org/2008/se the author of that blog post does a particularly great job of explaining anarchism and the lot of anarchists in a very fair, accurate and easily understandable way. you should definitely check it out :) hopefully all the anarchist, other protesters, journalists and other media folks of the RNC who've been arrested and otherwise given a hard time (to put it lightly) by the apparently quite overzealous cops will be let go, charges against them dropped, etc. ps: i still dunno what's up w/ my friend who was s'posed to be going to protest the RNC, prolly w/ one of the groups that went to the training sessions organized by RNCWC. hopefully he's alright. :/ |
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http://twincities.indymedia.org/2008/se http://twincities.indymedia.org/feature |
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| Sunday, August 31st, 2008 |
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http://www.blackagendareport.com/in The Age of Katrina – Not Obama Wednesday, 27 August 2008 by BAR executive editor Glen Ford ![]() The more delusional Obama supporters behave as if "their candidate's speech on Thursday will herald a crack in time, after which posterity will speak of Before-Obama (BO) and After-Obama (AO) eras, and the transcendental Age of Obama." They draw straight lines from Dr. Martin Luther King's 1963 "I Have a Dream" speech to Obama's nomination acceptance oration. However, the event that far more accurately defines the age is Katrina, the unfolding catastrophe that descended on New Orleans three years ago, this week. Katrina is "the most dramatic manifestation of an implacable racism coiled deeply in the ruling structures of American society, primed to remove concentrations of Blacks from places of value." The Age of Katrina - Not Obama by BAR executive editor Glen Ford "Obamites believe their candidate's speech will herald a crack in time." Barack Obama supporters would have you believe that their candidate's presidential nomination is the glorious, straight-line culmination of the Black Freedom Struggle whose previous high-water mark, they believe, was the 1963 March on Washington, the 45th anniversary of which coincides with this week's Democratic National Convention. Obama's public relations agents attempt to bracket the history of modern U.S. race relations within a marketable 45-year period that begins with a snippet from Dr. Martin Luther King's "I Have a Dream" speech and ends - for the time being - with the grand peroration of Obama's acceptance speech before the cheering multitudes, in Denver. These dates are presented as the bookends of Black struggle - to be amended and extended when President Obama delivers his State of the Union Address, in January. To the most hopelessly besotted Obamites, their candidate's speech on Thursday will herald a crack in time, after which posterity will speak of Before-Obama (BO) and After-Obama (AO) eras, and the transcendental Age of Obama. Having conjured up a nonexistent "mass movement" to describe what is actually a corporate financed and directed electoral campaign that has not championed a single issue worthy of historical note (don't dare cite partial Iraq withdrawal and for-profit health care schemes), the Democrats now patch Dr. King's speech into the prologue to the Book of Obama for the purpose of consigning real mass agitation strategies to the past, for all time. "The Democrats now patch Dr. King's speech into the prologue to the Book of Obama." Yet, the unedited version of history - the real deal - commemorates another imminent anniversary, one that starkly illuminates the true political character of the age: Katrina. The events that followed the hurricane's arrival in New Orleans on August 29, 2005, would reveal the diabolical intentions of U.S. rulers towards African Americans: to methodically remove Blacks from the central cities of the nation. The ongoing, orchestrated catastrophe also demonstrated beyond doubt the moral bankruptcy and political impotence of Black national "leadership." As I wrote in October, 2005: "If Black America fails to configure its human, organizational and material resources to effectively resist the theft and ultimate disfigurement of New Orleans, then we will be forced to confront the existence of fundamental, crippling flaws in the African American polity." The "the man-made disaster in the Gulf" provided what may have been "the last chance to build a real Movement, encompassing the broadest sectors of Black America." Certainly, a critical mass of "the people" were eager to intervene. Hardly a Black church was without some Katrina-aid project, thousands of students journeyed to New Orleans as soon as logistics were made available, and popular awareness of the raw injustice of government policy was universal. But pure rot pervaded national Black political circles - as was clearly evident within six months. "The Congressional Black Caucus, which claims to be the ‘conscience of the congress,' has shown itself to be an appendage of the white House leadership," I wrote in February, 2006. "They slavishly followed Minority Leader Nancy Pelosi's command to make the Democratic Party look good - as opposed to the Republicans - rather than directly address the crisis that was affecting their own people. "Forty-one of the forty-two Black members of congress obeyed Pelosi's edict, that the House Committee on Katrina be boycotted. They accepted the order that Democratic legislators would not attend the meetings of the Katrina committee, because it was stacked against the Democratic Party." Only Cynthia McKinney, who was soon to lose her House seat from suburban Atlanta, bucked Pelosi's edict to boycott the Katrina hearings. Pelosi's unspoken, but transparent, motive was to distance the Democratic Party from issues considered too "Black" in the run-up to congressional elections in November, 2006. The CBC, as a body, weighed compliance with their party leader versus rescue of Black New Orleans, and chose Pelosi - who would continue to smother the Katrina issue after Democrats gained control of the House. Katrina, that horrific assault on Black humanity, dignity and civilizational rights - the Right to Return and participate in the reconstruction of their city - was (and remains) the greatest test of Black leadership since the days of generalized White Terror in the South, following the collapse of Reconstruction. As the world watched, hundreds of thousands of African Americans were effectively evicted from their city and have since been prevented by every foul and evil means possible from returning. "The CBC, as a body, weighed compliance with their party leader versus rescue of Black New Orleans, and chose Pelosi." There was method to this madness. The hurricane had simply provided "disaster capitalism" with an instant route to gentrification, a goal that takes years to accomplish by the usual methods of public and private urban coercion. As I wrote in May, 2007, corporate Power had shown its hand: "Corporate planners and developers believed they had been blessed by nature when Katrina drowned New Orleans, washing away in days the problem-people and neighborhoods that would ordinarily require years to remove in order to clear the way for ‘renaissance.' Greed led to unseemly speed, revealing in a flash the outlines of the urban vision that would be imposed on the wreckage of New Orleans. As in a film on fast-forward, the ‘plot' (in both meanings of the word) unfolded in a rush before our eyes: Once the Black and poor were removed, an urban environment would be created implacably hostile to their return. The public sector - except that which serves business, directly or indirectly - would under no circumstances be resurrected, so as to leave little ‘space' for the re-implantation of unwanted populations (schools, utility infrastructure, public and affordable private housing, public safety, health care)." Human rights lawyer Bill Quigley, who has documented the river of crimes perpetrated against the people of New Orleans since August 29, 2005, has compiled a "Katrina Pain Index - New Orleans Three Years Later." It shows a city in which even the size of population is in dispute. The City Council claims 321,000 residents, the U.S. Census Bureau says only 239,000 remain - a loss of 132,000 or 214,000, depending on who you believe, from a pre-Katrina population of 453,000, 67 percent Black. No one can agree on the current racial breakdown. Local, state and national forces, public and private, have conspired relentlessly to keep New Orleans unlivable to the unwanted classes. Public transportation is down 80 percent. A majority of Black residents were renters, yet no renters have gotten anything from the $10 billion Road Home Community Block Grant. Rents are up 46 percent, most public housing demolished or marked for destruction, while 71,657 "vacant, ruined unoccupied houses" anchor metropolitan New Orleans in social death. The city is number one in physical death by murder, while psychiatric hospital beds are down 56 percent. Three hundred Louisiana National Guardsmen patrol the streets, in lieu of cops. "No renters have gotten anything from the $10 billion Road Home Community Block Grant." Is it any wonder that only 11 percent of families have returned to the Lower Ninth Ward? The Katrina crisis continues because Power is determined that the Black and poor will not be permitted re-entry. Barack Obama denies that racism plays any role in this. "There's been much attention in the press about the fact that those who were left behind in New Orleans were disproportionately poor and African American. I've said publicly that I do not subscribe to the notion that the painfully slow response of FEMA and the Department of Homeland Security was racially-based. The ineptitude was colorblind," said Obama on his web site, September 6, 2005. He still says so. For three years, Power has ensured that the New Orleans Black Diaspora remains scattered. For the forces of organized racism, it is a success story; there's nothing inept about it. Barack Obama will do nothing to facilitate the return of Black New Orleans, since no "malice" was intended. "...I see no evidence of active malice, but I see a continuation of passive indifference on the part of our government towards the least of these." But Obama is worse than "passively indifferent." By denying the reality of racism, he transforms the monumental injustices of Katrina into motiveless mistakes that somehow continue to replicate themselves to the disadvantage of the same group of people. There is no reason for the Black New Orleans Diaspora to expect any relief from an Obama presidency. In fact, there is no reason to expect anything historically unusual or unique from a President Obama other than his physical Blackness. "Barack Obama will do nothing to facilitate the return of Black New Orleans." Katrina, on the other hand, is the most dramatic manifestation of an implacable racism coiled deeply in the ruling structures of American society, primed to remove concentrations of Blacks from places of value. This overarching imperative to "Negro removal" can become aggressively active in an instant - as we learned in the days following August 29, 2005 - or proceed about its work block by block over years, until the offending population is eliminated. Fast or slow, the end results are the same: seven of the top 12 cities in Black population saw a loss in African Americans as a percentage of total residents between 1990 and 2000. (See BAR "No Black Plan for the Cities, Despite Lessons of Katrina," May 9, 2007.) The pattern becomes clear. As we reported: "...the seven cities that became less Black in the Nineties [New York, Chicago, Houston, Los Angeles, Washington, Dallas, Atlanta] are all concentrated corporate headquarters locations or, in the case of Washington, DC, the headquarters of the federal government. These are places that corporate and finance capital are most keen to ‘make over' in order to provide the urban ‘ambience' believed most amenable to their employees, management and clients, and for the general sake of corporate prestige." Slow-acting Katrinas in the form of gentrification are what Black folks can expect - and must find ways to resist and defeat - from the ruling Lords of Capital for the foreseeable future, Obama or no Obama. There will be no "age" named after the handsome, articulate and oh-so-slick, but otherwise ordinary corporate candidate for president who used to call himself Barry. This is the Age of Katrina, and Barry is part of the problem. BAR executive editor Glen Ford can be contacted at Glen.Ford@BlackAgendaReport.com ---------------------------------------- http://www.blackcommentator.com/156/156 http://www.blackcommentator.com/172/172 http://www.blackagendareport.com/in http://www.opednews.com/articles/Katrin |
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| Saturday, August 30th, 2008 |
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oh man. i finished reading the last of the Harry Potter books (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows) this morning. ohhhhhh maaaaaan. i'm still sort of waiting for some ultimate moment of realization of that fact to settle in: i feel like i should be a lot more upset. man. it's the end of the series! shitburgers. ok, well, here are my thoughts on it for now: ( my thoughts on Book 7, for now -- EEK! SPOILER WARNING! So don't click this if you haven't finished the series, obvs, ok ) |
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| Tuesday, August 26th, 2008 |
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| I survived my appt with a new shrink today, Neill Williams. Seems ok even though he's in HRC lulz. Doesn't know I'm trans. Hopefully Tony won't out me. | ||||
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| Tuesday, August 19th, 2008 |
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![]() mmmm crunchy!! my dad planted these beans, i forget what they're called, but they're multicolored! or they're supposed to be. they kinda are, but they're mostly purple, it's pretty neat! they're purple and green. they're so fresh, and of course they're organic as well. i'm eating some, right out of a ziploc bag, and i swear i can still taste some dirt on them! i have to say, i absolutely love that. i love eating something that's so fresh that you can still find soil on it! mmm, dirt. haha. and it just tastes...really interesting, i like it :) these beans taste different than others i've eaten. they're kind of...they almost have a....little bit of a smoky taste? i dunno if that's the word i'm looking for. it's hard to describe. the very end right near the part where it broke off from the vine, that part was a little bitter. and the rest is kind of....hmmmm.... i keep thinking of, if you lived somewhere very green, lots of grass and plants growing, and there were no chemicals in it, just plain ol' healthy dirt, y'know? and you went out after it'd rained, and you plucked up some plants out of the ground, maybe some grass along with other stuff... and you chewed on it. it's that slightly bitter, plant taste? that's still not a good enough description. maybe a little tiny bit peppery as well. they're good. i can only eat so many of them plain though. maybe sauteed in olive oil and garlic they'd taste less bitter? i dunno. i'll have to try eating them cooked, in different ways. |
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what's inside of a mosquito bite? i punctured a couple of them on my left ankle with a needle and pulled back on the plunger of the syringe but nothing got sucked up into the syringe. the puncture wounds only bled, didn't ooze anything interesting. so is it just air? or inflamed tissue? |
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| Monday, August 18th, 2008 |
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someone posted this on an APOC group on yahoo so i thought i'd post it here and see what yall think about it. the highlighted (like so) bits are parts that i find particularly interesting for one reason or another. (my comments are...in the comments section, harhar.) ( the trouble with transgender politics by tamara k nopper ) |
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| Sunday, August 17th, 2008 |
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| I hope Elijah's obese socially anxious cat doesn't doesn't jump on my head or smother my face while I'm sleeping. But i might not sleep cuz this couch sucks lol | ||||
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| Wednesday, August 13th, 2008 |
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| Tuesday, August 12th, 2008 |
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ASDFKLGHGUHHRRRRRR My fucking brother is so impulsive and inconsiderate so much of the time!!! So he came to me earlier this morning and said, "Hey Jay, you gotta help me! I got a puppy and you have to help me take care of it! AND DON'T TELL DAD! You have to help me take care of it. OK I have to go to work!" >__________< ( i guess maybe i have been seeing too much star wars, or not enough, or something.... anyway, puppyness!! and snitching and buttsex? whaa? ) |
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| Monday, August 11th, 2008 |
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i think maybe i should tell my mom tonight about the abuse. we've already been talking about PTSD and trauma tonight, only in relation to my nephew. and i'm feeling closer to my mom tonight than i often do, because we've spent nice time together tonight, going out for dinner and then getting ice cream for dessert and eating it while we sat on a brick wall, watched people and cars go by, traded ice creams and napkins and laughed at our messiness, listened to babies crying and an amateurish band play to a crowd of people hanging out in an open area bedded with synthetic green material that people tend use as a park. it was pretty simple, different enough from our usual evenings to make it more interesting, and a very nice time. (it was even amusing to me when i'd been carrying too many things at once and dropped my very pressured can of warm 35-cent soda from Safeway and it exploded sticky sweet drink all over our front steps, my new sneakers and all the way up to my cut-off camo shorts. I washed my legs and wiped my shorts and sneakers, and hosed off the steps, so hopefully none of things will be sticky.) it's been a very nice night, i feel closer to my mom than usual, and of course i love her very much, so i feel like maybe i might as well go ahead and tell her this hugely important (and utterly terrible) thing i've been keeping from her and the rest of my loved ones for the past 13, so maybe she'll understand me more and at least part of the reason why i am the way i am, why i do some things i do, etc. But on the other hand, i don't want to ruin this otherwise great night with my mom by telling her this horrible secret i've been keeping from her. And my dad is out of town on a business trip, and I'd planned on telling my parents about the abuse at the same time. But maybe i should go ahead and tell my mom first, because 1) she might appreciate the fact that i'd told her first and not my dad, since i think she thinks i'm much more a daddy's boy than a mama's boy (which is sort of true but also not true), and 2) she's a social worker, and could probably be a big help to me with figuring out how to tell my dad, and plus she probably knows him better than i do since she's known him longer than i have, and she's much better at comforting people and talking to people and whatnot. Oh, and it's 11:21PM now, and I already know my mom is tired from babysitting my 10-month-old nephew most of the day today (and he's more than enough work even for two people). So i don't totally know what to do. I guess maybe I will wait? I dunno. I dunno. I'm nervous and my body hurts. I think I'm going to go upstairs and lie down on my mom's bed with her and watch TV and just wait and see if the words come out my mouth or not. |
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( on Tony continuing to be a total prick (which is an understatement) even after i'm trying to done with him; creepy stuff about psych meds and other drugs, and other fun things ) ---------------------------------------- does anyone know something that mice are known to dislike, that is also safe for dogs (and kids) to be exposed to? such as a scent, noise or other presence of one thing or another? i keep seeing little mice running around, and i'd rather they be outside so they don't have the opportunity to get into any of our people food or dog food, or poop all over the place. oh, and for your suggestion(s), it'd be nice if it were something besides snap-traps or glue traps. the snap-traps don't always kill them, and glue traps are inhumane. we've tried live traps, but the mice seem to be too clever for them (as well as for the snap-traps, sometimes). i think i might've read they dislike the smell or taste of vinegar...? oh, and i can't get a cat. |
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InsaneJournal for jordan.
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